Sakit Mata

Bgn tdo ja td mata dh sakit spi xleh buka.. Ifah reda ja g mandi coz nk g keja.. Tp lepas mandi trus makin truk plak.. Masa amek pic mata nie ifah paksa ja coz nk mms kt bos nk bg bukti ifah nk mc.. Hukhukhuk:'( xde angin..xde ribut.. ttba ja sakit mata.. Ada x petua cmna nk bg baik witout goin 2 c doc? Ifah mls lh nk g klinik.. Klah..nk rehat jap.. Daa (mobile blog)

MU KALAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

KECEWA!!! Uwaaak!!! :-( xpe dh slalu menang.. Skali skala kalah.. Glory.. Glory MU

MU vs Liverpool

Me,lyn n d gang..Time nie tgk MU vs liverpool.. 1st half MU 1-2 Liverpool.. Xpe staring kalah dulu.. Go.. Go MU.. Glory.. Glory MU...(mobile blog)

THANK YOU......

Hari nie ifah bersyukur sgt sbb masih ada lg manusia kt dunia nie yg baik hati and jujur... sbnrnya pagi td masa otw g keja ifah sedar hp ifah dh ilang... time tue dh panic coz bg ifah hp tue adalah segala2nya.. ifah lg rela ilang dompet dr hp.. hp tue ibarat oksigen buat ifah.. tanpa hp kita boleh ilang segala2nya... bg ifah hp adalah brg paling brharga w'pun hp tue murah.. bukannya apa semo pics and contact person tue semo kt dlm... dh lh mmg ifah nie jenis x ingt no.tlpn org. mula2 sedar hp dh xde time tue ifah dh dlm ERL mnuju ke putrajaya... ifah cari2 hp ifah time tue coz mcm dgr bunyi ringing... bila check2 dh abis satu beg ifah bongkar..time tue trus dlm kepala otak nier ingt habislh lost contact lh aku ngan CINTAKU... dh lh mmg ifah x ingt number dia... time tue jgak sgala bacaan surah ifah kluarkn dan bdoa supaya sesiapa yg jumpa tue dlembutkn hatinya supaya pulangkan blik hp ifah tue... masa dh spi kt putrajaya ifah patah blik amek erl g BTS.. dlm pikiran nie hp tue mesti dh tercicir kt lrt BTS masa kluar train td.. masa spi ja kt BTS ifah trus lari g lrt BTS plak.. dgn harapan benda tue ada kt c2.. bila dh spi kt c2 plak cari punya cari x jumpa.. time tue air mata nie trun dh.. ada gk org tanya sbb tgk ifah dh mcm x tentu hara dh.. ifah bgtau lh hp ilang.. setiap org yg ifah bgtau mesti drg suh lupakn je sbb hp tue xkn dpt blik gk.. time tue dh sedih sgt sbb ifah nk jgak cari hp tue... lepas tue ifah amek train plak g salak selatan sbb nk check kt sana plak sbb td ifah naik dr sana..time tue pikir myb tercicir masa duduk tggu train td... so spnjang dlm lrt tue ifah truskn lg dgn bacaan doa ifah dgn harpan dpt jumpa blik hp tue... tp bila spi sana pun xde.. ifah g buat laporan kt kaunter klu ada org pulangkn.. tp hampeh... time tue hati dh berbelah bg nk g kerja ke x.. ifah kluar jap dr station tue g cari public phn.. ifah try call hp ifah sdiri.. still ringing.. so dlm fikiran ifah klu ringing lg masih ada harapan sbb bila dh x ringing tue maknanya org yg jumpa tue dh buat harta sdirilah... lepas cuba bbrp kali tp xde org nk jwp ifah tenangkn diri nie n bsifat +ve.. isap rokok jap dlm 2 btg pas2 try lg... tp xde org jwp gk.. time tue trus t'ingt number phn adek tapek.. trus call dia n bgtau citer sbnrnya and minta tlg kt dia supaya bg msg kt hp ifah.. ifah yakin org yg jumpa tue mesti dia akan check hp tue dulu n baca msg ifah..so.. ifah suh dia tulis:

"SESIAPA YG TERJUMPA HP INI SILA KEMBALIKAN.. HP NIE SGGH BMAKNA BUAT YG TUAN PUNYA.. SSIAPA YG PULANGKN AKAN TERIMA GANJARAN DR TUAN PUNYA.. TERIMA KASIH.."

ifah time tue igt dh xnk g kerja tp adek suh gk g kerja sbb dh mmg xleh nk buat apa.. so ifah patah blik g ERL BTS.. dgn hati yg x tenang.. masa kt station ERL tue ifah try call lg hp and still ringing lg.. ifah klu dh lmbt g kerja dh mls nk masuk off.. so itime tue x igt number off tp ifah teringt toll free number IBM.. time tue ifah tpaksa rayu kt org plak spy bg pinjam hp sbb klu nk call dr public phn xleh n nsib baik ada yg simpati kt ifah.. dh explain kt boss n bgtau dia ifah akn msuk lepas lunch time... ifah duk jap kt station tue tenangkn diri jap smbl isap rokok lg.. abis dlm 3 btg jgak lh..terfikir nk blik tp mcm dh x bmaya nk gerak.. ifah call adek tapek.. n ALHAMDULILLAH adek bgtau td dia call hp ada org yg jwb.. adek ckp org yg jumpa tue driver taxi.. time tue baru ifah terfikir td dr umah nk g lrt tue ifah naik taxi... adek bgtau dia dh arrange utk pulangkn hp ifah.. time tue ifah happy sgt n nk call hp ifah dgn niat spy org tue jwp.. ifah nk ucapkan terima kasih kt dia..xkisah lh niat dia nk dpt duit or mmg org tue jujur nk pulangkn tanpa niat apa2.. tp dia x jwp plak.. i call adek lg.. adek suh tenang n bgtau semo dh d uruskn.. org tue akn dtg bg hp kt tpt dia amek ifah td.. n bobby akn amek phn tue tuk ifah.. td pesan kt adek suh bg org tue duit RM100 sbgi balasan... Ifah lgsg x berkesempatan tuk ucap terima kasih kt org tue sbb bila ifah try call hp ifah dia x angkat... Lepas tepon adek ifah dgn rasa bsyukur n lega trus ringan je nk g kerja...dlm kul 11.30 td ifah try call hp.. tp bobby yg jwb... ifah tanya mcmmana org yg pulangkn td.. dia bgtau pck tue mmg nmpk baik n innocent.. n masa nk bg duit tue siap pck tue peluk bobby.. hahahah.. xtaulh niat apa dia spi peluk bobby..myb dia berterima kasih sbb dpt rezeki lebih kot hari nie.. heheheh.. xkisah lh.. yg penting ifah happy and pck tue pun happy... pck driver taxi... SO MUCH..... AND

Testing mobile bloging

Outing wit ma gf (poh choo@picca) at the sosial bangsar

Im soOoo Sorryyyyyy

Hri nie ifah tlah mgecewakan org yg amat myayangi ifah..(im soory wk)..

A: babe..
I : yes dear...
A: bz?
I : quite bz.. nie baru on9
A: can we talk?
I : yes, im on my lunch
A: i dun want to spoil ur day..
so let me ask u again.. can we talk.. bcoz u already know wat im gonna talk bout
I: yes.. pls
A: just asnwer me with yes or no
I: ok
A: be honest wif me ifah
I: ok..apa dia
A: wat happen wif us?
I: wat do u mean?i rasa nothing happen to us
A: u know wat i meant
I:it just we seem stoping to texting and seing each other
A: n that's ok wif u? do u actually know how much it hurt me?
I: sign
A: i tak salah kan u ifah
plus.. we dun actually have any relationship except as fren
everyday i think bout u
everyday i wanna txt u..
but my ego said.. dun...
n wait for u to text me
but until now...mmg takde
did u know that a simple hye from u would make my day?
just a simple hye babe
I: this few day i mmg bz.. by d time i blik umah i trus tdo n kt umah i xleh nk msg u coz i don hv credit
but i dunno myb dh nature i kot x msg org
im sorry
A: babe
talk to me
jgn diam plss (time nie i dh trun g smoke.. dh mls nk layan.. jiwa jd kacau niek...)

**a few min later

I: i x diam pun
A: n u didnt felt anything when i stop texting u?
ifah..
u already know how i felt bout u..
babe
i tak nak paksa u
now.. simply answer me with yes or no..
do u want me to stop trying?
jgn pk perasaan i... just answer this with ur heart...
hmm

dun worry... what ever decision u make.. it wont hurt me..
im used to it
just have a gut n tell me straight out..

I:hmmmmm....
yes... i wan u stop trying as i dun wanna other ppl get hurt in future..
this is not involve u n me only.. other ppl too
A:thanks n i will
I: im sorry
A: obviously what i've done has no effect on you...
buts its ok
I: i really appreciate wat u hv done to me..
but i feel not deserve it to treat like dat
A: i sayang u ifah
tapi bukan rezeki i..
i cant force u into sumthing that you wont commit..
i just cant type anything now
I:im really sorry Axxx
its hurt me too
but i hv to make decision
A: no its not
how can it hurt you when u dun have any felling towards me
yup..
i understand...
n today u already clarify everything to me
I:hmmm...
A:dun worry, sigh omg

*time nie ingt dh abis.. 1hr later...

A:bley i tau apa kurangnya i?
I: u xde kurang dear
A:then?
I:it just me...
A:so what r we now? u tell me?
I: we owez fren dear
A:u once told me that i shouldnt gave up easily... but today u told me to stop... im just wondering syg...
if u tak nak...y gave me such false hope?
I:bcoz i dun wan u hurt more later...
and i rasa bersalah sgt skrg nie
bukan je ngan u... but oso her and him
so i wan make everythg back to normal
A:her is my problem to solve
n im wiling to leave her if thats wat it takes
I:BUT I DUN WAN U DO DAT....
and im not wiling to let go mike... wpun i tau antara i ngan dia xde pghujujngnya
A:u dont know how far i'm wiling to go for you ifah...u have no idea...but the effort is worthless if u r not
wiling to go along with me.
i know u cant let go.. i can see it thru ur eyes...
I: u lgsg x phm prasaan i
i pnah dikecewakn mcm mana u buat ngan rxxxxxx
for that i take this as i xmo dia kecewa mcm i
A: i faham my dear ifah... im just expressing myself..which i held back for so many time...
im not asking ur to accept me
I:i penah ckp ngan diri i..
i xkn jd pompuan yg mrampas kebahagian org lain
cukuplha maki hamun and sumpahan yg i bg kt pompuan tue... i xmo jd kt i plak
A:i faham
maybe u are not meant to be with me...
im just a phase in ur life
i tak salahkan u
i sayang u mutaslifah... kept that in mind...
even u not meant for me
I: i know that... and im sorry...
A: no need to be sorry
itu hak u
i'm glad i found u...
but if i could found u earlier...

Dr awal lg dia tau ifah ada bf yg jauh nun di seberang laut.. n ifah pun tau dia jgk ada gf.. tp gf dia dkt ja.. mgkin salah ifah gk sbb beri dia peluang tuk dekati diri nie tanpa mmikirkn baik buruknya.. mmg spi kehari nie dia layan ifah bagaikan puteri tp ifah kena buat kputusan bkn saja tuk diri ifah tp tuk org lain gk.. I LOVE very much my bf wpun ifah tau tiada phujungnya hubungan kami as we r too diff.. my Boo muda n me tua .. we r diff religion and culture.. n byk benda yg mmungkinkn kami xkan bersatu.. tp frm beginning our relation we talk abt this and we decide will go on till btul2 kami x dpt truskan lg.. or until one of us get married.. ifah tau myb ada org luar yg pikir ifah nie bodoh sbb nk truskn hbgan wpun tau akhirnya x bersatu.. tp ifah xkisah.. ifah lg myesal klu x perjuangkn dan biarkn bgtue ja.. aik... nie citer bukan psal me n my bf but story ttg ifah n mamat nie.. bak 2 story.. AND i know mamat nie ada gf so dats y i xmo truskn relation dgn dia.. coz i know how it feel bila hbgn kita musnah gara2 org ke 3.. i been thru dat b4.. rasa dasar jaga hati ssama hawa i amek kputusan tuk suh dia stop trying to make it d relation work.. sblm ifah buat kputusan nie ifah ada bincang ngan my all gf.. and they gv me very gud advise... bila ifah pikir2 apa yg drg ckp tue ada betulnya.. ifah tpaksa buat keputusan nie wpun ifah tau akn lukakn hati dia.. ifah cuba tidak bgtau dia pd mula nya and just avoiding him but ifah xleh lari cmtue je.. so all happen when he msg me thru YM.. BUT I DO REALLY HOPE THAT WE STILL CAN B FREN.... im sorry wk...